the sins of the father
Been thinking about the way I am and realised how much of it is hidden under "this is just the way I am". I find it hilarious that I have been judging others who disguise their rudeness as honesty when I have been doing the same.
I don't know why but sometimes it feels like when things don't go my way or when I am impatient/frustrated, there is a very toxic side of me that comes out. Critical and belittling. Saying shit I will never say. And it always sounds like something my father would say. An irony in itself.
I am not putting the blame on anyone but myself. And it is something I have to take time and work on.