correlation between how late i take meds vs my mood
I never did notice it until J pointed it out. Often when I have a moment of "fuck I hate this world I feel like trash" and I confide in J (my friend since we were 8), he would be like "have you taken meds" and I would be like oh no I forgot. I had a good laugh over that. It is a wonder how a 3 small pills keep me from spiralling into the abyss. the xanax XR, the xanax IR and the Stablon. Modern medicine is great. If I had GAD and MDD during the 80s I would probably be institutionalised or dead. Also kudos to Lexapro, Trazadone, Dayvigo. You make my life possible.
And of course to Doctor N. Who saved my life in 2018.